The SAT II’s are tomorrow oh god lolwaokdaskdlol. Hopefully I don’t do that bad though. I mean, I studied for it and all, but it never seems like it’s enough.
I don’t know ugh. I don’t feel close with anyone at school. I don’t have that special best friend or someone I would do everything and anything with yaknow? Yeah, sure, I’ll hang out with them from time to time, and I would go places with them, but we’re not tight to the point that I would tell them everything and anything, get me? I’m not trying to complain about how my life sucks blah blah, and I do appreciate all of my friends, but it’s just…I just wish I could meet someone that would mean the world to me in school already. Someone I can actually talk to about anything goes on in my life. I mean lol i’m making it sound like I have no friends welp, but that’s not what I mean. Like the friends I have are people I would chill with, and hang out around with, but not someone I would talk with yaknow? In a school full of thousands of kids, you would think you would find someone haha. It sucks not having your closest friends at the same school with you. Everyone ends up with a billion different opinions of you, and for just one moment, I want to show them I can help them or be there for them if anything yaknow? Like a special bonding time, but it never really happens. I’m not stupid, and I feel like I come off that way a lot, but I’m not. Ugh I’m not even sure where i’m getting with this lol. I feel like I’m acting like a little kid too much, and no one takes me seriously, which I’m not sure if it’s a good thing or bad thing, but I don’t want to come off like that forever. And besides that point, everyone lives about a billion miles away from me and dat sux. Oh you know what else sucks? I hate how I can’t approach people sometimes. Like, I would love to talk to them and all, but owaejowada it’s just not happening. No common ground to talk about I guess. But yeah I’m not super sad or anything of that sort, besides, i’m grateful for everyone I got to meet this year:’))).
[20:56] shanell: omg u know what i hate
[20:56] shanell: ok like
[20:57] shanell: idk how to explain it
[20:57] shanell: like u know that person is smart
[20:57] shanell: but the way they come off as or the way they talk
[20:57] aniiayy: that’s me…
[20:57] shanell: seems like theyre trying too hard
[20:57] aniiayy: i try so hard
[20:57] aniiayy: LMFAO
[20:57] shanell: no
[20:57] aniiayy: and they all think im dum
[20:57] aniiayy: omgf
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theseurlsarentworking replied to your photo: #2:(
annie, your eyes…
LOL i know they look like
> that way and O middle
ugh i think i was confused on where to look and so my eyes diverted and tried to look at both :’(
multitaskin eyes!!!
kingtutkarsh replied to your photo: ootd :( i really liked the scallops but it makes…
omg im crying rn y do u look preggers in this nnez
o sht btdubs i got preggo b4 you left
dam dat babybump1!!
ootd :( i really liked the scallops but it makes everything else look weird aghh